Going out!

Today it was the first day when I went out with Erica and my mother. It still feels like I am walking as a drunk person, not keeping the straight direction.

I feel the recovery is so much harder than the one from the first pregnancy. I did get older ...  I try to think I am like the wine, the older, the more tasteful : )! this to make fun of my pain in the bones.

I need fresh air even though I feel weak!

I watched with Erica a small documentary about Canguru.She loves the character Canga, from Winnie The Puh. These days I feel like Canga, she loves to sleep on my chest and belly, the exact place where she was but inside. 

Does it exist any baby who doesn't like this position? 



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